Hi, hope all well. It is good to be alive it is good to be well.
I am a person who hears voices and connects to Spirit and the Divine.
I have heard voices for many years and had many I suppose unusual beliefs that seem real or not real depending on my energy level and were the voices are at and how the day going or possibly the direction of the wind.
I had a firm belief once the voices were trauma related but they were real people as well it just was just part of my normal existence. One of the beliefs I would place a blessing above my head for people for a Blessing from most High for them and be left be about it, it can seem real and not real at an alarming rate the word confusion would be slight understatement.
For example these days I like to think to myself incase anyone is listening to my thoughts “These are my thoughts and my thoughts alone please don’t interfere or listen to them as I hear voices and yours mix as same to a sort of weird Hell of an unpleasant Nature. If I talk to God and the Divine in my head that’s my Business I suggest you mind Yours.”
When I type above they seem utterly mad and I have a label schizo*** which I will not spell as I do not like the word I prefer to be called a Voice Hearer.
So I had this voice a sort of tall angry man with Glasses not a very nice voice he has been around on and off for about 16 years. He was tall and skinny in nature. He would lie violate anything he could set other voices up and general fuckery off all kinds. Now I had the idea he was real but never met the man plus I hear voices.
This man would have been based in my mind were I live but I was having so many odd experiences I moved to the country side for a few months. Which is lovely as fresh air fewer people around so I was less paranoid and my symptoms subsided but were still troubling.
So a few months into the country side living, I was sitting with a Black Cat having an experience of voices so decided to take the cat around the house to get some fresh air. I open the front door to step out. I hear the words fuck he’s coming out and low and behold the man with Glasses who would be tall who I though was real/not real was standing right in front of me in the country side out in the sticks as we say here which is the middle of no were.
What in the Sweet Fucking Fuck.
On top of that I had the Voice of the man giving out in my head I mean what in the Sweet Jesus H Christ kind of Fuckery is this. Excuse my Language Jesus no ill intent meant. Keep in mind all I had were images and feel of the man in my third eye which painted him in a rather dubious nature.
He had a lady next to him said she just had a Divine Experience and the man was quickly trying to get away and pushing her along. This is the First time I have seen directly the man in front of me in over 16 plus years. I was standing there looking like a dumbass with no clue what to do. He looked almost ill in his attempt to get away from me.
Now I know I am somewhat colorful of mind but for the fucking life of me this was real and I sort of know you won’t believe but that’s fine I don’t mind but keep in mind that there is a lot of things between Heaven and Hell we do not understand and maybe we just don’t want to.
Just as a matter on interest how would you responded you know to confirmation of your worst fears.
We turned away from each other and that more or less ended the encounter a few other things happened might go into them some day but nothing much the encounter more or less fizzled out.
I heard a voice the other day it kept saying sort of rhyming stuff very gruff stuff blunt stuff I would usually not write . Wrote below and it seemed happy enough to leave me in peace. Sample below.
When ill at ease
place quill to
paper to find
ease.
Best not go eaves
dropping or you
smell nasty
droppings
in deed.
A man may thing of a pretty
Woman. All day and be a
little happier. But he would
be no better from it.
Oh Holy Holy me
May I not fall off my
Holy Horse on to my
Holy Ass and look silly
in deed.
Oh Clever Clever me
May I remember is better
to enlighten than fall off my
clever horse and look the
ass indeed.
Whoa Whoa Whoa
Ego Horse
Whoa Whoa Whoa
Watch your idol thoughts
for they may knock you
off your idol horse.
Whatever horse you fall
from either Holy or Clever
pick yourself up learn and
choose better.
There is madness in this
world best smile and
enjoy it otherwise
you will be mad
in deed
Have a Great Day/Night
Love and Light and Enlightenment and Keep up the Good Fight.
Voicehearer548 